Sometimes I want to go somewhere that I don't know anyone and just sit there and make myself a surroundings that I can be content in. But I know that whenever I do that, I just stagnate all my ideas, and end up lonely. I dunno, people are so annoying sometimes, but no people is boring and quiet and its always easier to have fun if theres other people trying to have fun too. Meh

I think I am just sick and thinking in flu-brain anyway

Some days I am scared of myself, and sometimes I'm happy that at least I'm looking out for me. If that makes any sense. I am scared of what if I make another mistake with myself, but I am glad that I am fearful enough to be cautious

This is now private

Diplomacy and I were never close friends

Have a look here for the full story, or here and here for a picture-based summary.

PS: I'm not posting as much, and i'll probably be doing a cut at some point but to make up for it i'm gonna cut down on the flocked posts.

Back to openin' those letters

ps: wow one failed attempt, huh?
"Error logging on: Client error: Your IP address is temporarily banned for exceeding the login failure rate."

At work. I got all the required parts to make computery-workyness, but afaik we are still sans interwebs.

I get to play rich-boys lego tonight

I just read the first chapter of DH. I heard about some people writing reviews of it as they go along, and I thought that sounded like a bit of fun.

( spoiler warning. Yeah, in the first chapter. I dunno, some people get uppity about that )

What makes you delete/alter a post you've made in the past?