Sometimes I want to go somewhere that I don't know anyone and just sit there and make myself a surroundings that I can be content in. But I know that whenever I do that, I just stagnate all my ideas, and end up lonely. I dunno, people are so annoying sometimes, but no people is boring and quiet and its always easier to have fun if theres other people trying to have fun too. Meh

I think I am just sick and thinking in flu-brain anyway

Some days I am scared of myself, and sometimes I'm happy that at least I'm looking out for me. If that makes any sense. I am scared of what if I make another mistake with myself, but I am glad that I am fearful enough to be cautious

This is now private

Diplomacy and I were never close friends

Have a look here for the full story, or here and here for a picture-based summary.

PS: I'm not posting as much, and i'll probably be doing a cut at some point but to make up for it i'm gonna cut down on the flocked posts.

Back to openin' those letters

ps: wow one failed attempt, huh?
"Error logging on: Client error: Your IP address is temporarily banned for exceeding the login failure rate."

At work. I got all the required parts to make computery-workyness, but afaik we are still sans interwebs.

I get to play rich-boys lego tonight

I just read the first chapter of DH. I heard about some people writing reviews of it as they go along, and I thought that sounded like a bit of fun.

( spoiler warning. Yeah, in the first chapter. I dunno, some people get uppity about that )

What makes you delete/alter a post you've made in the past?

Thought you'd seen the last of me, huh?

Say something interesting and I'll put you on the special list

OMFG

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Er, this might be the last public message in this journal, I'm mainly at bunnyshortages now.

Not that I'm going to delete this one, 'cos I might get a paid account one day.

And I'm a greedy shit

Sorry, a bit rambly and picture lots of ...

( Of Malice and the Fish )

This almost makes me want to have a friends only journal.

In other news, I brought some cheap-ass makeup from the 1,2,3 dollar shop. The directions are great. "Dasini MAKEUP can use for every occasion (Disco, Vocal concert) and other feast day (All Saint's day, Dionysia, Easter Sunday) soiree, it will give you create the infinite vital force, there are colors to suit pretty well every time, have a lot fun for you and your friends.
Get creativity with this fun MAKEUP--your designs can be as simple or intricate as you like! Exert your creativity, create individual designs! Everything you need to create yourself."

Brilliant.

Argh, see what you've done? I can't even write what I think any more.

Gah

No coffee make brain hurty

Someone buy my bed already

Nice man made pasta meat and scones

edit: Perhaps coherancy should be cohesion?

and its http://www.trademe.co.nz/Browse/Listing.aspx?id=52837117 if you're interested

too hurty to make it pretty. Ugly is pretty too

Microsoft plays nice with linux (yay!)

Tinnie house operating next door to a Manakau Labour Electorate office

And not really news, but pretty anyway:

(via guitar_passion)
Gretsch guitar porn

Microsoft to triple xbox titles in Japan

Microsoft Buys Maker of 'Fable'

Neat. So they're going to go hell-no-mercy with the 360 (and assumably future systems) and fill the only gap they had with the original Xbox (being it had about a tenth of the games that the other systems did).

Damnit, I wish I could have waited to get a 360. Or maybe when I get to Wellington and get a job there, I'll be able to afford one. Although I don't like the upgradability of it. I mean, sure its damned cool to be able to get a system better depending on what needs you have, but I bought an xbox so I didn't need to upgrade it whenever a new game came out. I got it so that the only upgrades I needed to worry about was a new controller or a memory card. To me, this is a step backward, its basically making the system just like a (games) computer, but harder to copy games (well, until you get the fucker chipped). And it kinda feels like they're making a budget system and an advanced system so they can get the cash of BOTH markets at the same time. Dirty Microsoft!

But I am glad they're getting their arses into gear and getting more games. I just wish they wouldnt't leave the old systems in the dust (which, knowing Microsofts previous habits, they surely will).

Aaaaaaaanyway, thats all. More games, yay! Time for me to save some pennies.

Actually, I should probably note that Lionhead Studios (or one of the dudes in it at any rate) are the guys who made Populus (back in the day), Black and White, and other such Strategy/God games. Which don't really tend to translate onto Console very well. Which makes me think, are they going to make different peripherials to enable console strategy play? Or are they just going to push them to make more fable-esq rpgs? (although I think you can already get a keyboard/mouse combo for the standard xbox ...)

free futurehack: the first console to (fully) support World of Warcraft is going to be seriously ahead. Unless the other consoles get it up damned quick.